Friday, May 01, 2009

Things that have been elevating me

Woo! Damn. It’s 3 AM. Let me get to posting this so I can get some sleep.

5. Working out and eating healthy. I love the endorphine rush I get after a good workout. In regards eating well, it’s not so much that I eat veggies, pasta or lean meats, but that I reward myself with nice deserts here and there. I love having latin drinks like Goya Cola Champagne and Malta Goya. I totally dig Naked smoothie drinks; they’re utterly delicious!

4. The fact I recently got Netflix. I really crave, and need to watch, a steady stream of movies, constantly. Video store prices and infrequent trips to said stores have been keeping me with catching up with a lot of stuff. Now, I’ve a steady stream of fascinating foreign, indie, and horror flicks to watch.

3. Listening to new music. While I’m stressed out working long, boring days, I forget that I’m a major music fan. New record released from Doves and the Pet Shop Boys have really perked me up of late. I’m also getting back in the habit of going to check out live music (as long as the ticket is not uber expensive). I explored Itunes and YouTube tonight and found several new bands whose records I want to pick up. I’m generally a happier, more productive person when I’m hooked on great music.

2. Hearing, and reading, about the release of interesting indie films. Realizing that filmmakers out there are struggling—and winning—by making their ambitious films and bringing them to audiences worldwide. For example, two NYC filmmakers named Alex Rivera and Cary Fukunaga have brought their respective indie debut feature film projects to fruition, named ‘Sleep Dealer’ and ‘Sin Nombre’ respectively. Their victories give me hope that I can make my own films despite the depressed economy and audiences fleeing movie theaters to the comfort of their home theaters.

1. Writing for Horror-101 and completing ‘Waterboard’. The depressed economy and dried-up film/tv production market had left me disillusioned back in February and March. Things haven’t changed much, but I’ve realized that by keeping creative and completing my own personal projects I can stave off that feeling of purposelessness and depression that had been plagueing me. I might not be in control of when I’ll be able to change jobs or move out of Baltimore, but I can keep frosty, energized and inspired to continue to create. This way I can wait out the recession and be ready to spread my wings when the money for film production and the film jobs resurface.

O’ Right, time for some sleep.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Things that have been irritating me

Let’s jump right into it, shall we:

5. My third story apartment has no cooling unit.. and I’m about to spend summer (sweltering) in it. Don’t want to buy an air conditioning unit because of my short term stay at the place. Maybe I should get one of those window fan thingies?

4. Frat boys and sorority girls everywhere. My age is beginning to show. Charles Village crawls with them every night, specially on weekends. I remember the days I wished I could get with one of these chickies. Now I can’t stand the superficial sight of them. Oddly, I don’t want to be in my twenties again. I wish I could stay in my thirties forever.

3. The dried-up film/tv production market. No new listings anywhere. No one is hiring. No one is producing. I’m aching to leave this ten-year job with the Man behind and, suddenly, it’s the worst time in all of US history to change jobs.

2. Mumblecore films at the Maryland Film Festival. Another year and they’ve like three to four mumblecore, whiney, emo films in their schedule. I hate them with a passion. Films about emotionally stunted, mostly-white, generation x-to-y men and women who ‘can’t connect’ and fuck up their relationships. How about programming a smart horror film? How about looking for well-made indie thrillers? How about programming cool indie comedies? I really wish the MDFF organizers would stop going to Slamdance and SXSW and stop bringing this Mumblecore crap to MD.

1. I’m not capitalizing on the fact that is Spring. Been holed up at my apartment finishing ‘Waterboard’ and not going out to see the sights. Now that the film is done, I need to be outside. Meet new people. Get a date for a change. :)

It feels good to let it out. Tommorrow I’ll list what’s been making me happy, to balance things out.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

This blog isn't dead. It's just resting. Pining for the fields!

So that was quite the break, dear blog. Sorry about that. I was too caught up in finishing ‘The Waterboard’ and way too disillusioned by the economy, which continues to be in the crapper.

Now that the movie’s done, I’m feeling very calm. I’ll take this bit of peace of mind and enjoy it while it lasts. I’m trying not to think about the challenges that lie ahead, such as changing jobs, moving to NYC, or funding the feature film that follows ‘Waterboard’. I’ve started to take the Dalai Lama’s advice to full heart: ‘If there’s a solution to a problem, don’t worry about it. If there’s no solution to a problem, don’t worry about it either’.

There’s no sense in torturing myself about the terrible state of the film/TV production market in Baltimore. There are no jobs. The days of ‘The Wire’ shooting in Baltimore are gone. Hardly any productions coming along town. The market has completely dried up, and that’s that. As resourceful as I am, I’’ll have to wait for this recession to blow over before I can change jobs. New York City might have to wait. Believe me, I’m so ready to move, as I’ve ‘fallen out of love’ with Baltimore. But I’m going to have to practice some zen patience and wait until I can afford a job change and move to the Big Apple.

In the meantime, I’ll enjoy Baltimore, and specially Washington,DC, as much as I can. It’s no easy task trying to enjoy Baltimore, as I’ve ‘outgrown’ it’s nightlife and social scene, but I’ll see what I can do. Wash DC is just fine with me; it’s just that hour drive that can be killer.

I’m also being very Zen about the fact I’ve lost touch with some friends and people… but this is also fine—If I’m going to be living in NYC, I need to come to love my solitude, need to embrace my independence, and have to accept that I’m fully in my own path over here. My life journey of becoming an auteur filmmaker with my own unique voice is leading me away from most people’s paths. If that’s the way it needs to be, that’s the way it’ll be.

That’s enough for now, my little blog. Perhaps tomorrow I’ll share with you some of the things that have been irritating me lately.

Friday, January 02, 2009

Resolutions for 2009

I spent New Year’s Day in contemplation, charting out the course for 2009. I resolve to:

1. Get in the best shape of my life. I’m in pretty good shape now, but I want to put on 15lbs of muscle. I think I’ll also join a gym.

2. Finish my film ‘The Waterboard’ by March. Show it to investors and send it to film festivals. It needs a score, some edits and a final mix, and it’s definetely on course to be finished by that date.

3. Get out of the Social Security Administration and get a proper job in film/video production. This one’s a biggie. I delayed getting out of my soul-crushing day job because I needed to finish college; now that I’m done, truly time to move on.

4. Raise money for my first feature film, and be well in my way to shoot in 2010. Another biggie. I doubt the feature will shoot this year, due to the challenges of raising a proper budget on a depressed economy. But, I am committed to the project and will soldier on with fundraising this year.

5. Continue to put work in Horror-101.com and make it the best critical horror review site in all of the net. We’re just about to file the LLC next week. The site gets over 50,000 hits a month and we have over 5,000 myspace friends. I couldn’t imagine we would be doing this good, and this only tells me that I must continue to nurture it.

6. Getting laid the proper way and not being a chump. And no, I’m not going to share the backstory behind this one. Let’s just say it was a costly crazy mistake.

7. I will move to either NYC or LA to advance my filmmaking career. By this time next year, I won’t be in Baltimore. This one is the biggest one of them all. I need to use the momentum of finishing college and ‘Waterboard’ to move on. If I stay in Baltimore, I won’t continue to grow as a filmmaker. If I’m to make the films I sincerely feel in my bones that I can make, I gotta fly away.

Let’s see how many of these I can cross out this year.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Let there be light, music and love

'And in the end, the love you take/is equal to the love you make.' -- The Beatles, Abbey Road.

First of all, Merry Christmas to all! WTMD played the last 4 cuts of 'Abbey Rd' earlier today, and it was a good call on their part. The music put me on a reflective mood, and I've sometime today for a blog post.

I'm feeling happy, very good, and very accomplished. For those not in the know, I just graduated from UMBC with a Film/Visual Arts degree. The ceremony last Thursday was beautiful. 'The Waterboard' is looking fantastic. It has been screened several times to various audiences and the feedback that I'm getting is positive. I'm hearing it's an impressive piece, and for this I'm glad since I feel I've definitely grown as a filmmaker and I'm now ready to tackle my first feature film.

I'm single this Christmas, but over this I'm not bothered any. I prefer to be alone than in bad company. I don't care for dysfunctional relationships. Just having a girlfriend so that I don't feel alone has never been my style. I'm so satisfied with my recent achievements, hopeful about the future, and feeling so confident that I've much to be happy about this Christmas.

And even though I'm finished with school, I'm about to get started on some big stuff. This holiday season is about recharging my batteries. 2009 brings a whole new set of challenges that I eagerly look forward to: Finishing 'Waterboard' and showing it to investors as well as sending it to film festivals, raise money for my first feature film, continuing to grow Horror-101.com with my business partner Alex, change jobs and finally becoming a film/video professional, and moving out of town either to NYC or LA. These are 'biggies'. I can feel the momentum I've gained in '08 carrying me successfully into the challenges ahead. My process of self-realization continues in full gear in '09.

But now, it's time for a respite from the climbing of my personal Mt. Everest. Let there be light, music, and love. Let there be Christmas music, food, and raucous New Year celebrations. Time to be with family and friends; catchup with their lives. Time to engage in some hobbies, watch some movies, play some video games, and just chill. Time to meditate, to work out, to celebrate a healthy holiday season. Time to focus in good news and what's good in the world and what makes it so great to be alive.

Merry Christmas to all!

Thursday, November 27, 2008

It's, Oh, So Quiet.

'It's, Oh, So Quiet. It's, Oh, So Still. '-- Bjork

It's Thanksgiving Day. First of all, Happy Thanksgiving to any of you reading this.

I've not been blogging, though I've intended to. As I entered the last three weeks of school, I've entered a 'cocoon' so to speak, and the vast majority of my time is consumed by the editing of 'The Waterboard'.

The film is not cutting quickly. It's posing a particular challenge, in the sense that what we shot isn't necessarily what I scripted. The film is there, somewhere, and I'm re-acquainting myself with it. Also, it looks like the finishing line with this project might be farther ahead than I thought. I will have a good rough cut in time to graduate from UMBC in less than three weeks, but the work in refining the film might require a considerable extra effort. I still hope to have it finished by March.

I've done some traveling in the past 6 weeks or so(Philly,DC,NYC), seen some good flicks (REPO! THE GENETIC OPERA, LET THE RIGHT ONE IN), and had some challenging experiences, but I've no time to tell you about them now.

I don't know what happens after December 18th, the date of my graduation. I've just now begun to think about what happens next. Of couse, work on 'Waterboard' will continue. But I'm really aching for a new job. I sincerely wish that magically I could find myself doing something else by January 1st, 2009 instead of working at Social Security. With the economy in a full, deep recession, transitioning to some sort of film production job is a very dicey proposition.

I also don't know how I will raise the money for a feature film in this recession. And, I also don't know if I want to move to either DC or NYC. But I'm putting those worries/questions aside and will deal with them once I reach the finish line of graduation. I won't worry about this uncertainty. As the Dalai Lama said: 'If there's a solution to a problem, don't worry about it. If there's no solution to a problem, don't worry about it either.'

Now, I will go out and enjoy this Thanksgiving Day. Be with my loved ones. I really should call some friends. You do the same.

Monday, October 13, 2008

Indian Summer

It's a gorgeous Indian summer weekend. I will start looking at 'The Waterboard' footage soon, and yet I've been very busy; all over the place. For starters, I headed down to Washington, DC to check out a stage production and it was a magnificent one. One of the leads of my film, Ben Cunis is currently starring in a production called 'Host And Guest', staged by Synetic Theater at the Rosslyn Auditorium in Arlington, VA. I usually don't rave about theater (as most people know me as a passionate filmmaker) but I found this to be an excellent theatrical piece.

'Host And Guest' is an epic poem from the Georgian Republic and it deals with strife between Christian and Muslim factions in a medieval era setting. Ben plays a Christian hunter who meets and befriends a Muslim hunter in the Carpathian mountains. The men form a bond, but the plot takes a tragic turn when the village where the Muslim man resides acts on a long-standing, deep-rooted blood feud and kills Ben's character. The play is an affecting tragedy that provides commentary on the vicious cycle of violence and recrimination that haunts the Georgian region even to this day; the downward-spirals of religious-based warfare that plague many places in this world, such as modern-day Iraq and the Middle East.

The Synetic Theatre's performance troupe is outstanding, and Ben Cunis is phenomenal in his role. This stage production is very physical, kinetic, with actors--starting with Ben--dancing, tumbling and skillfully moving all over the stage. The production uses common wooden sticks to represent everything from trees, winds, and guns. Here are some pictures (Iphone pics) from the perfomance and the Q&A that took place afterwards:













And here's a still of Ben on 'The Waterboard' set. (And yes, I will soon be devoting a post to just pics from the shoot.)



"Host And Guest" runs until November 9th, and I highly reccommend you check it out. It's definetely worth the drive down to DC. For more info and to buy tickets visit the Synetic Theatre site.

On Saturday, I helped my buddy Rick Smith shoot his second film. I was expecting to just do a tour of duty in the crew behind the camera, but I got commandeered for a role in front of it. So, I ended up playing Roberto, an egotistical 'competition' pot smoker in Rick's latest, Weedfest 2008. After a day's shoot on Saturday, the film screened at the Camm Slamm 2008 screening that took place last night at The Senator theater. I really don't like to act in films unless I absolutely have to, but it was all for my buddy Rick. In any case, I got many kudos for my comedic performance. The film will hit YouTube soon, and I will post a link to it when it does.

And today, Monday, I have had a lot of errands to run. I'm still returning props from the shoot. And that reminds that I really must get going to take care of urgent business. So let me go and do so and enjoy the rest of this beautiful early Fall day.

Oh, and if you're in the Baltimore area, this Friday, October 17th, do check out the premiere screening of Mark Colegrove's "Isle Of The Damned" at the Creative Alliance Patterson Theater. There will be two screenings at 8pm and 10pm. I believe the Patterson Theater is at 2124 Eastern Ave, Balto MD... or just visit direwitfilms.com or creativealliance.org for more details. 8 bucks a ticket and I will be there having a goddamn blast!

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

'The Waterboard' shoot

I’m sitting here in my Baltimore City apartment, chilling.. relaxing after the film shoot that took place this past weekend–The Waterboard has been shot. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. I think I’ve made a good film short, one that will help us achieve the financing for the feature film. I’m full of a sense of confidence as a filmmaker like never before. We got the film in the can, but it didn’t come without having to jump over considerable obstacles.

Saturday, we started work at 7am. Typical of indie film sets, we didn’t get our first shot done until 9:30AM, as it takes time to set up equipment, figure out how we’re going to get the day’s shot list done, and get our actors to the set and ready to do their thing. But once we got that first shot out, the day started to roll out nicely. The waterboard set up looked fantastically disturbing in the classy apartment we shot in, located in the heart of Baltimore’s inner harbor. Hell, we shot right across Oriole Park Camden Yards, and we had to be careful not to get the stadium thru the apartment windows.

Also typical of indie film shoots, our shot list went out the window quickly. I’m one of those directors (like Christopher Nolan or Martin Scorcese) who has the whole film already visualized in his head. It’s perfectly, aesthetically framed in my head. The characters in my movies live inside my head and speak to me. The ideas in my films throb with urgency and drive my passion for filmmaking. But I struggle as an indie filmmaker because getting all those specific shots becomes very difficult on a low-budged film set. I think this time, though, I got the vast majority of my vision on the ‘canvas’ so to speak. The final film will reflect 90% to 92% percent of how I’ve visualized ‘The Waterboard’ all along. We had to restructure our list in order to try and make our day’s quota (4 good minutes of film in a day), and on this first day we got 3 minutes done. On the later half of the day, when we were doing the only dialogue scene in the film, we had hit good momentum, and the day ended in a good note.

And I gotta thank my actors–they were fantastic. Rob Patterson, who plays the lead (the Mystery Tramp), played his part against his usual comedic, histrionic acting style. And it worked! He was cold, stone-faced, chilling. Rob Patterson will be moving to Los Angeles right after completing this film, and you will soon be seeing him make waves in Film and TV productions there. The secondary was played by Ben Cunis, a great young actor from Washington,DC, and I must say–I pride myself in my instincts when picking actors–that this guy was good.. and I mean *Good*. Ben Cunis is going to go places, and he’s currently starring in ‘Host And Guest’ at the Synectic Theater in Washington, DC. Ben gave me his all, and he even was enthusiastic while laying down and taking that punishing water-torture play-acting for long-periods at a time. He was even psyched about it all! In any case, you heard it here first–Ben Cunis is going places.

Because of the good quality of my actors, I truly feel the film will turned out great. We did hit snags on the first day. For starters, never ever rely on Production Assistants to show up when they’re not getting paid: We had two PAs flatout quit during the two days of shooting, and they managed to give the typical lame excuses. Luckily, the few PAs we had were absolute workhorses, guys by the names of Paul Bressler and John Albrecht plus a girl named Jennifer, and they more that made up for the lameness of the two PAs that called out. An amazing guy named Malcolm came on set on the second day, after little to no notice, and kicked ass. So, if you’re serious about your films, pay your crews even down to the PAs. If they’re not your family and friends, those crewmembers aren’t going to show unless they’re dead serious about filmmaking.. and those folks are far and few in between.

I was completely ‘on fire’ during the shoot. Along with my producers, Angie and Mark, I was in control shortly after we got rolling, telling the crew what set-up to start prepping one after another. When I’m in a movie set, I get on this hyper mood that I call ‘film juice’. And on Saturday, even hours after I stopped shooting, I was still full of energy, figuring out the shot list for the next day and mixing up fake blood at 12:30am. I didn’t crash from this mood until after we finished shooting on Sunday. And considering what happened on set on Sunday, my good ‘film juice’ mood was even the more amazing.

On Sunday, we got rolling early and wasted little time. We had finished our dialogue for the most part on Saturday, but managed to squeeze out a couple more takes of dialogue on Sunday morning. My actors were very good, so it didn’t take countless takes to get a performance from them. Most of the shots in Sunday had no sound (the film relies heavily on creative sound design that will be done in Post) so we were doing two takes top of everything. I want The Waterboard to have a very realistic, shaky-cam look to it, similar to that of movies like THE BOURNE SUPREMACY and UNITED 93 (both directed by Paul Grengrass). This shaky look creates a heightened psychological sense of realism and I think it’ll work great on my film. Thanks to the excellent work of my DP, Dave Kratz, I believe we will achieve this look. But the second worst thing that could happen on a set happened on Sunday…

Thru the weekend, we had been standing on a rather nice and expensive granite kitchen island counterboard thru the weekend in order to adjust lights, since the only ladder on the set was too tall to properly setup. We figured the counterboard looked sturdy enough, and I even stood on it a couple of times. We were wrong. On Sunday afternoon, the DP went up on the counterboard to adjust the lights, when all of a sudden the whole counterboard collapsed, crashing to the floor along with the DP and breaking into several pieces. Everyone on the set went quiet for a good, long half-minute, as if a bomb had gone off. Did I forget to mention we had no production insurance?

The DP wasn’t injured (that’s the top worst thing that can go wrong on the set–someone getting injured)… but the whole counterboard was destroyed. I told everyone on set to take a good deep breath and calm down. The shit had hit the fan, but we had to keep working. We are going to finish this film, I told them. I am going to call the apartment owner and tell him what happened, I told them. I am going to take responsibility, I told them (and I will). We managed to start working again and we got back on track(Thankfully, we had gotten done with all films featuring the counter on the shot). The counterboard repair may cost up to a grand, but I will figure it out somehow.

The owner of the apartment, who is a filmmaker of his own right–Frank is his name–took the news in the coolest way I’ve seen a human take bad news. God bless him! Really, the man simply took in-stride (because he’s a filmmaker himself) and told me that we would figure it out, and I would paid for the repair. It happened, and let’s just move on.

I managed to get the vast majority of my shots that day, and we got the film in the can. Despite the mini-disaster, I truly film I’ve a great film in my hands. I went and had a much deserved beer with my DP in Hampden, Baltimore, and I then managed to come down from my ‘film juicy’ mood and realize that this film that i had labored on for over 9 moths was finally shot. I slept deep and soundly last night.

So there you have it folks–The Waterboard has been shot. And I feel like I’m ready for the feature film that will come right after it, because if you can regroup and still make your shoot day after the location falling apart, you can make movies. I certainly can!

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

The New Place

As I get busier, I tend to blog less and less yet I'm still here, dear blog. Let me tell you the latest.

I've moved into the new place and I'm living in Baltimore City for the first time ever. It only took, ohh, 20 years! One week in and the place is just beginning to feel like home. It was a pain to hang up the curtains; those walls didn't want to get drilled, but I got the job done. I'm in the middle of it all, in the heart of Charles Village right across from the Baltimore Museum of Art and the John Hopkins Homewood Campus. Here are some pics of my new surroundings:











(Blah. I should resize the Iphone pics but I can't be bothered right now)

The place is small but it does have a certain charm to it. I don't have a kitchen, more or less, but it's like I'm glad I don't have to upkeep a larger place. The one thing that's majorly sucking right now is that I don't have broadband access, but Comcast says they'll come on Thursday and drill a hole in the wall and get me some. Hurray!

Pre-production on 'The Waterboard' is coming along well. Actors, location, and props are falling into place. It's amazing the strange stuff you can track down thru Craigslist and Ebay--that's what I'll answer to folks when they ask where the hell they can find a dog skeleton. We're shooting in less than 3 weeks. In fact, I'm giving the script a third re-write today; just a tweak really.

School started last week, and I'm currently working only part-time. That was a good decision as the two extra days I get per week for the film and school are already coming in handy. I applied for graduation online this past Sunday: Thursday, December 17th is the big day. Man, that's in three months. And time is flying fast. But it's going to be an awesome day.

I've not been watching movies much lately, or getting into new music. I'm just in 'the zone' getting ready for the film shoot ahead. I did pickup the new PC game 'Spore' and have spent some hours 'creating life from scratch, evolving it, and raising it to the stars'. It's truly a game of very ambitious breadth; very engrossing (if somewhat simplified in gameplay). But I can't let it suck me in too much--I've got responsibilities.

And, talking about those responsibilities, time to log off and get on that script rewrite. That is all for now, little blog. Will try and keep you updated more regularly... as soon as they drill that hole in my wall and get me that darn cable connection. I'm such a 'wired' person and I miss being online at home.

Friday, August 22, 2008

35th

Today is my 35th birthday. I'm on my way to celebrate at the Monstermania con in Cherry Hill, NJ with my buddies Mark, Paul and Ian. We're going to be meeting lots of awesome fellow horror fans again, spreading the word on Horror-101.com, telling people about our upcoming films, and partying hard.

So much stuff happening--When I come back on Sunday, the real work begins. We've cast 'The Waterboard' with two excellent actors: Rob Patterson, from Baltimore (soon to be in LA) and Ben Kunis from Wash DC. We also have picked the location for our film shoot. Now ahead lies the physical pre-production that must be done before the film shoots in the first weekend of October. School starts right away next week, and my school loan just went thru a few days ago. And there's the peskyness of moving out of my current place in Towson and into a new place in Charles Village, located in the heart of Baltimore, MD.

I'm exhilarated, stressed, and very aware of how critical all the challenges ahead are. If I get lucky, by this Christmas I will have a film degree from UMBC, a pretty damn good dramatic short film from which to raise money for a feature, and I'll be acclimated to city-living.

I think I'm going to end this busy summer in style by heading to Rehoboth Beach next weekend. It seems that once you get older, time just flies, and I've become so aware of it. I want to prioritize really getting the most of my life in the years ahead. Damn, I'm halfway thru my thirties already! I've so many films to make, places to visit, friends to make, and.. will I meet the love of my life? Who knows? But one thing's for sure--I will make the most out of my 35th birthday and all the rest of my life that lies ahead for me.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Life Is Good

Oh my gawd--A second post in the month of July! I gotta meet my quota of at least 3 posts per month.

Life is actually a bit on the anxious side for me at the moment. I've started pre-production on 'The Waterboard'. I've a CLEP test to take this Thursday. I'm forging the Horror-101 LLC also on that day. And I really need to start packing for my move at the end of August. But I saw a nice pick-me up report on the Today Show this morning about two brothers who started a movement/company by imprinting T-shirts with the logo 'Life Is Good'. For them, it's about reminding people what is good in life even though things may be though. So I'm taking a cue from them and saying that life is good. Also, I'm going to be meditating a lot, since it's one of the best ways to regulate anxiety.

We've looked for several apartment locations for 'Waterboard', and thus far, all of them are good. This is going to be a tough choice, but regardless we're making one by the middle of August. We've also started to look for August, and I think I may have found the lead for the film. Still, we're going to hold a casting call at Creative Alliance on August 9th, and we're going to be making casting choices also by the middle of that month.

I did a bit of traveling lately. Visited some good friends in Durham, NC and then went to visit my best friend Shane in Pittsburgh last weekend. It's good that I got all my traveling done for the summer, as I don't think I'll be able to leave town again until the end of the year. Though I really wish I could squeeze him a quick jaunt to NYC.

Great movies: Wall-E, Hellboy 2, and The Dark Knight. Seriously, go check all three. Wall-E is yet another Pixar masterpiece. And Heath Ledger in 'The Dark Knight' is unforgettable. His perfomance as the Joker is so outstanding I'm actually saddened that the actor is dead, as he had some many other great roles in him.

Last Thursday, I sat down for an hour and a half video interview with Washington, DC filmmaker Sujewa Ekanayake. He's making a fascinating documentary on internet film bloggers. He's interviewed many other filmmakers, bloggers and even major film festival programmers. His documentary should be ready sometime this early Fall. Can't wait to have a look at it.

O right. Gotta go and do some 'mediation in action' and get some day work done. Perhaps I'll go see The Dark Knight again later tonight.

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

The Half-Million Dollar Wedding

A little over a week ago, I got an interesting video production gig. It was for the TV show 'Platinum Weddings', which airs on the cable WE channel. This reality TV series documents very extravagant weddings. The nuptials took place at the Omni Shoreham hotel in Washington, DC, and truly, I've not seen something so luxurious in my whole life. The wedding was of a young Jewish couple, Alexis and Noah--they couldn't have been any older than 25 years old--and the whole affair was, for the most part, very religious. All men wore black (so did everyone who was crew-ing at the wedding), complete with yamakas (little knit caps). After a 'contract ceremony', in which the men gathered to see the rabbi, groom, and several witnesses ratify an agreement for the bride, there was another ceremony to unveil the bride to the groom.

This ceremony was in turn followed by the actual, traditional wedding ceremony most are acquainted with. The exchanging of vows was like something out of a Hollywood ceremony: Held on the large backyard of the Shoreham hotel with over 200 select guests in attendance. Suffice it to say, the bride looked stunning in her long-tailed white dress. There were many camera crews--both video and photo--capturing every moment. Everything was arranged at top-notch standards. You would have thought it was Julia Roberts' wedding.

And that was just the start of the celebration. After the vows, came the first reception, held at a wide, open restaurant area in the hotel. Vegan finger food was served while a duo of Japanese musicians played mood music on string instruments. An hour later came the official wedding banquet, a separate sit-down dinner held in an adjacent room. The table and plate settings were meticulously planned and executed, and the vaulted ceiling of the room was professionally lit with leafy patterns. All tables were lit with floating candles. There was another set of musicians here, singing while the couple ate. Several friends and family members came forward to toast the couple. The bride's young brother even played some classical piano.

Then there was yet another room. This one a 'dance ballroom' where the newly-married couple was introduced yet again and danced on a custom-ordered hand-painted dance floor. Another set of musicians played up-tempo tunes while everyone danced. Succulent desserts were served by the waiting staff: little custard cakes and italian strawberry ice cream served right off carved-ice bowls. The groom and bride's parents were thoroughly celebrated. They did that dance when they lift people up in their chairs. There were even more celebratory toasts and the couple finally cut a slice of a rich, multi-layered chocolate cake. Who knew people partied like this? (Of course, I had to be on my tippy-toes through all this, as I was there working with a video crew)

You thought it be over right there, but it wasn't. This was an exceptional wedding. Those who were left standing after all this took their party to a special late-night dance club set at yet another one of the Shoreham large event rooms. Long, white drapes were stretched to the ceiling to serve as make-shift walls. A large event-lighting array, akin to that of a concert, was set at the center of the room, complete with a disco ball. Large flat-panel tv sets set around the scene displayed freshly-taken pictures of the lucky couple. There were waiters everywhere serving plenty of bubbly champagne. And specially-hired 'hip-hop dancers', all dressed in white, where there to get partygoers moving on the dance floor.

This whole event was organized to much success by a woman named Jamie Greenwald. I congratulated her at the end of the night, because she truly carried out the festivities to a level of accomplishment that impressed me. I really enjoy to see people who know what they're doing, and she was one of those people--precise, in control, and in her element.

We had started shooting the event around 11am. By the time we were done, it was 1am. I had not expected for a Sunday wedding to go that long. It was a sincere, hard day's work.

At one point, while talking to another video crew member, I took a guess that the wedding most have costed about 100 grand. I was quickly corrected--it was more like 250 grand. This crew member in turn was then corrected--it was actually over half a million dollars! The bill was footed by the bride's grandparents, who must've been loaded. The bride's father himself was a retired navy admiral. It's surreal to watch people with money carrying out like that when you are used to making do with much less.

I was left with the thought of how much in love this young couple seemed to be. They truly looked unbelievably happy, and they seemed incredibly lucky. For a moment, I envied them. God only knows if I'll ever be married. I was also left wondering if they would last, if their union, after such a grandiose start, would stand the test of time in an era where most marriages crash and burn so easily. Was such a costly celebration really worth it? Between their upraising and their tight-knit families, they seemed to have the foundation for a long, happy marriage. For their sake, I sincerely hope so. Alexis and Noah better be together until their golden years.

This particular wedding will be feature in the TV show 'Platinum Weddings' sometime late this year or next year... in case you come across the thing on cable.

Monday, June 23, 2008

Film announcement: 'The Waterboard'

Many of you have heard about this already, but for those who haven't it's time for an official announcement. My next film will be a character-driven horror short titled 'The Waterboard' to be shot this fall. It'll be my 4th film. This project leads to a feature film to be produced sometime in the fall of 2009. Running time will be approximately 8 minutes long.

'The Waterboard' deals with the disturbing real-life CIA-sanctioned torture technique used in the ongoing Afghanistan and Iraq conflicts. The torture technique actually dates many hundreds of years, but it has only gained recent crucial notoriety as a result of the shadowy moral implications of it being used by the CIA to extract information from suspected terrorist subjects. Despite this background, the film isn't really politically-driven but it's instead character-driven. It introduces a character that I've been obsessed with for over 10 years and the film asks questions about man's capacity for evil thru torture, no matter how warranted torture might seen in a particular scenario (see 'the ticking time bomb scenario').

I won't give any details of the film's plot, but I will say that this film isn't 'torture-porn'. I don't give a rat's ass about 'torture porn' ('Saw','Hostel' and the like), and I'm aiming for something different here.The trend of 'torture porn' has arguably come to an end. I march at the beat of my own drummer here, and I believe this film and it's feature length companion piece have something to say. These are films about the problem of evil, about man's capacity for it, and how it feels to truly confront evil in the real world.

I held a meeting at my place back in June 1st to start forming a productorial team with some colleagues for these endeavors.Mark Colegrove (the upcoming 'Isle Of The Damned'), Angie Ennis (from the past CoLab filmmaker's collective), David Kratz (maker of the comedy short 'Nintendik', shown at MFF this past May), and local neophyte filmmaker Rick Smith were there.Shane Logue, local Baltimore actor and director of 'Hachigame', couldn't attend, but he hopes to be onboard for these efforts also. The meet went very well, and it looks like I have a solid foundation to make some films worth a damn. Not just these two films, but more.

But I don't want to get too far ahead of myself here. For now, I need to start 'kicking my own ass'. 'The Waterboard' doesn't shoot until the fall, but there's much prep-work to be done for it. I start on this work immediately, There will be a casting call at the Creative Alliance in early August (Sat, August 9th) for starters. 'Kicking my own ass' also applies to other areas of my life.Lately, I've come to realize how my personal demons are delaying my development as a filmmaker, and as a man in general. Willpower and self-discipline will be my focus this summer. I've got some serious films with a vision to make. It's about now or never.

Friday, June 13, 2008

So, what's going on?

It's been a few weeks since my last blog entry. My blog has been looking at me with big puppy eyes asking: 'So, what's going on?'

Well, I just signed the lease on a new apartment, and will be moving into it by the end of the summer. For the first time, I'll be living in Baltimore City. Charles Village to be specific.The space is small. It's just a room with a bathroom attached, but it's cheap. The space will allow me to work only part-time while I complete my degree at UMBC. The place is also within walking distance to some of my favorite city hangouts, like Video Americain and The Charles theater. I'll also be able to drive less and save gas by taking the bus to work and school.

My new lease is just for 8 months, so as soon as I get back to full-time employment I'll be looking for a bigger place early next year. Also, living at this space is a good rehearsal if I do decide to move to NYC next year.So, city living, here I come! Hurray for cramped apartment living!

Now that my search for a new place has been clinched, I can concentrate full time into the script for my short. I also will be giving Horror-101.com much love. There's that Spanish CLEP exam I need to take soon. And, there are also three pesky short video projects I really need to complete.

I've been fighting my 'lazy' and 'writer's block' demons lately, and I better kick their asses and get back into the full swing of things. Even though I'm not taking a summer class, my summer is going to be just as busy as my past spring was, and it's critical that I stay on the ball.

Does that satisfy you, my cute little blog? 'Yes', the blog says, its big puppy eyes undilating back to normal.